These days are becoming more and more meaningless and I’m losing sense of it all.
It all feels like a dream, like I’m living in a movie.
Each day I wake up I think that today’s the day where I “get it right.”
As if I even know what that means. There’s only so much you can do under quarantine.
I have all the entertainment and access in the world but I just want instant satisfaction. I’ve become jaded.
Now’s a good a time as any to work on the areas in your life that you didn’t have time for before.
But I don’t want to sit down and work on anything. I want satisfaction now. I can’t wait for it.
Still, I must go on or it will be another year perennially wasted.
Artistic Apathy 